May 16

Why life has to be so stressing ? Why relationship has to be so hard ? School makes me wanna slit my wrist and you make me wanna bang my head into the wall. And in that moment I just realized how emotionally unstable I still am. I tried to move on, tried to keep my sane and be happy, but now I know we're just two fucked up people with pains and wounds buried deep down that neither of us want each other to know about it. Behind my smiling face is a fucked up story, behind ur smiling face is another fucked up story.We're creatures with extreme caution. We're attracted to each other yet we stay away from each other, cuz we want no more pain. And yet, the distance ended up burning us. And now I'm sitting here typing this stupid blog because I feel hurt tonite. Because, aside from all those pains I'm hiding inside, all those doubts and cautions, I still, truly care about you. Simple as that.

And I miss you. I really do.